No, not yet I mean he said he wanted to, or well - not that he wanted to specifically, but that he wanted me to
I'm rambling sorry
he said that you like me? like, 'like' like
well technically he said 'love' but I mean that's a lot and he was probably kidding around anyway if he was kidding that's fine! it's totally fine I just I wanted to check in case he wasn't
that'd be cool
[ Can brains vibrate and scream at the same time? ]
...if I've totally embarrassed myself please just pretend you didn't get any of that Maybe give me a head start to move to Chile
[ Did she throw her phone across the room the second after she sent her last message? yes. Did she then proceed to stare at it until the screen lit up again with a new text, at which point she scrambled off her bed and over to the pile of clean laundry it landed on? Also yes.
The first few replies make her little heart sink, thinking that he's gearing up to tell her 'fuck Jeremy because he's messing with you'-
until he doesn't say that. Then she just beams. ]
No, not weird! Very cool with me!
[ Too many exclamations, chill out. ]
Cool as in I like you as well Have for a while actually
[ The typing dots appear, disappear, appear, because of course the excitement comes hand in hand with anxiousness. ]
...If we do want to be more than friends, though it has to be secret my dad cannot know, at all you guys still can't come over here
sorry if that's weird or w/e I mean I know it is, but yeah I'm sorry
Same! He doesn't seem to like a lot of people, so! I feel v honoured :)
and maybe it was obvious, I'm just dumb honestly you could have hit me in the face with a brick in a pillowcase embroidered with the words 'I LIKE YOU' and I still wouldn't have gotten it so I think Jeremy did okay this time!
I like the idea, I think it'd work best..? I say that like I have any clue about how relationships like that even work, BUT on paper I like the idea c:
I do prefer the brickless option, so that's a relief :')
aahh I'm literally so nervous rn my hands are shaking but like in a good way I don't really know what to say and I don't want to ramble and sound stupid so I'll just say I think you're really great and you've always been really sweet to me and Jeremy's funny and you're both all I have too, so
yeah, it sounds really good :)
If I didn't have violin I'd ask if you guys wanted to hang out? Maybe later, if I can swing it?
no way you don't sound stupid at all like pls ramble cause me too? nervous i mean but more like excited
haha this is really weird isnt it but yeah you should totally hang out with us literally asap jeremys over at my place anyway his parents are so pissed at him but hes like loving it
hes also giving me major shit for smiling at my phone like this lol...
I'll come over as soon as practice is over, if I can I should have a few hours, I'll check
It's only weird because we're texting, I think Once we're together in person we can do what we usually do and internalise all the nerves! :D Or at least I know I will
Yeah, I can imagine he is - is his face all swollen up? I promised I'd sign his face at some point so if there's a bit that isn't painful and swollen that'd be good I have a purple sharpie with his name on it right here
yeah it's super swelled up but he's got ice on it :( i feel like a total asshole but it was an accident i mean ofc it was
still tho
but u should def come over i think he rlly wants to see you too i mean its kind of a big deal for jeremy to say he likes someone did i say that already?
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I mean he said he wanted to, or well - not that he wanted to specifically, but that he wanted me to
I'm rambling
sorry
he said that you like me?
like, 'like' like
well technically he said 'love' but I mean that's a lot and he was probably kidding around anyway
if he was kidding that's fine! it's totally fine I just
I wanted to check
in case he wasn't
that'd be cool
[ Can brains vibrate and scream at the same time? ]
...if I've totally embarrassed myself please just pretend you didn't get any of that
Maybe give me a head start to move to Chile
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[There's a lot - a lot - of typing and backspacing, the little text bubble on Esther's phone repeatedly popping up and disappearing.]
ok so
jeremy's a dick
and what he said to me was "esther and i kiss now do u want in"
so like
fuck jeremy
first of all
but like
would that be cool?
wdym cool?
like cool if i did like you? its not weird? cause if its weird then i dont have to like
do that
i mean like
do anything about it
ever
[He's going to kill him. He's going to kill him in the most boring, painless way possible.]
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The first few replies make her little heart sink, thinking that he's gearing up to tell her 'fuck Jeremy because he's messing with you'-
until he doesn't say that. Then she just beams. ]
No, not weird!
Very cool with me!
[
Too many exclamations, chill out. ]Cool as in I like you as well
Have for a while actually
[ The typing dots appear, disappear, appear, because of course the excitement comes hand in hand with anxiousness. ]
...If we do want to be more than friends, though
it has to be secret
my dad cannot know, at all
you guys still can't come over here
sorry if that's weird or w/e
I mean I know it is, but
yeah I'm sorry
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no i mean
like i know
we wouldnt do anything to piss of your dad
or i mean i wouldnt
and i wont let jeremy
havent so far lol
[His hands are shaking? Why are his hands shaking?]
i mean i do like you
i feel like i should say that
i didnt say that already right?
i mean i thought it was obvious and according to j its obvious but fuck j
im more surprised he likes you too?
not cause of you
cause of him
i thought he was gay?
but he kind of wants it to be like
a whole thing
if that makes sense??
i mean is that weird would you be down for that?
like us 3
i guess???
liking each other
or w/e
[LORD, but he can RAMBLE.]
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Same! He doesn't seem to like a lot of people, so!
I feel v honoured :)
and maybe it was obvious, I'm just dumb
honestly you could have hit me in the face with a brick in a pillowcase embroidered with the words 'I LIKE YOU' and I still wouldn't have gotten it
so
I think Jeremy did okay this time!
I like the idea, I think it'd work best..?
I say that like I have any clue about how relationships like that even work, BUT
on paper I like the idea c:
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at all
honored is a sweet word haha
also i do like you
i hope that's enough so i dont have to get any bricks
but i do a lot
and its kind of crazy cause?
i mean obvs me and j got something goin on idk what
the whole thing is just kind of wild u know
but i like the idea too its like
u 2 are all ive really got and want so it sounds good
sounds really good tbh
haha...
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aahh I'm literally so nervous rn my hands are shaking
but like in a good way
I don't really know what to say and I don't want to ramble and sound stupid so
I'll just say I think you're really great and you've always been really sweet to me
and Jeremy's funny
and you're both all I have too, so
yeah, it sounds really good :)
If I didn't have violin I'd ask if you guys wanted to hang out?
Maybe later, if I can swing it?
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pls ramble
cause me too?
nervous i mean
but more like excited
haha this is really weird isnt it
but yeah you should totally hang out with us literally asap
jeremys over at my place anyway
his parents are so pissed at him but hes like loving it
hes also giving me major shit for smiling at my phone like this lol...
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I'll come over as soon as practice is over, if I can
I should have a few hours, I'll check
It's only weird because we're texting, I think
Once we're together in person we can do what we usually do and internalise all the nerves! :D
Or at least I know I will
Yeah, I can imagine he is - is his face all swollen up?
I promised I'd sign his face at some point so if there's a bit that isn't painful and swollen that'd be good
I have a purple sharpie with his name on it right here
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i feel like a total asshole
but it was an accident
i mean ofc it was
still tho
but u should def come over
i think he rlly wants to see you too
i mean its kind of a big deal for jeremy to say he likes someone
did i say that already?
and i wanna see you too
obvs
haha...
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he'll be okay
and if he makes you feel bad about it, I'll sort him out :)
[ A real threat from a skinny teenage girl, but you work with what you got. ]
I'd better go, but I'll lyk if I'm coming over after
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